Having a good day.
The morning wasn’t to good, had a headache. Have had one every day this week shofar. I think it’s the new dosage of my meds. But took something for it and it didn’t last two long, so that was good.
Heading I to work, there was a heck of a fog. We’re talking two car lengths visibility, max! Luckily I’m just doing running on the flat, and it wasn’t two bad on the flat once off the hills.
Had a early brunch at Burger King. My current shift means I’m working through my wife’s lunch hour, so I can’t dine with her.
Brunch was good, and put me in a good mood for the next section of my shift.
Now the sun is out and it’s nice and warm (behind glass), and sofar today I don’t fell anxious at all, so nice day and I’m felling good.
Ok, made it throw work yesterday, and I’m half finished today, so things are looking up.
Read a sign in town, “Serving good Kiwi food for 40’years”. Naturally I know what they mean, but what I was thinking was that Kiwi’s (small nocturnal flightless bird) probably eat bugs and other small insects. I don’t know if I want to go to a restaurant and eat that.
It’s funny why your mind thinks sometimes.
Things haven’t been to good for me the last two or three weeks.
A few weeks ago I broke down. I started stressing lots and lots, and I guess I had an anxiety attack.
I had to drop out of work early, as my brain was just shutting down.
I went and saw the Doc, and was given some meds and a week off.
A week latter I return to work, and only make one and a half days before it happens and I have to go home again.
Back to the Doc, have my meds doubled, and a couple of more days off.
Now I’m back at work again. It’s only a short shift today and tomorrow. I’m feeling quite nervous, but I think I have it under control. I believe, ok I’m pretty darn sure I’ll make it through today.
Guess I’ll just have to run day to day for a while, but I really hope I can hold it together this time. I don’t want to take any more time off work, I have no sick pay, so I’m just taking leave without pay, and it costs me a fortune every time I have to see the Doc.
It’s crazy wet outside.
The rain is just about going sideways!
Made plans, so looks like we’re going to have an afternoon indoors playing xbox.
Of course I have to go pick up a mate as he’s not to keen to walk here in this crazy rain.
Other than that, all good to go. Have three consoles here already, snacks, and a nice warm lounge thanks to the heat pump 🙂
Been keeping myself busy today in all the breaks at work.
Trying to workout the most cost effective solution for somebody who is spending less and less time in their home town, but wishes to stay in contact with locals who won’t call a cellphone number.
Currently I’m looking at a home phone option with 2 Degrees mobile, where calls to a local number get sent to your cellphone instead.
The other option I am looking at is xnet’s VoIP option, where voice mail gets emailed to you once it is recorded. Trying to see if it is possible to get that setup with a local number but not actually have an internet connection, VoIP device or anything like that.
So that’s what has been keeping me reading websites and sending emails today’s hopefully in a few days I’ll have enough information to make and formed decision 🙂
Been a bit slack for a while now.
There is another web site which I am the admin for. It is our local beekeeping clubs website. I’ve been meaning to add the club secretary to it, so he is able to post messages.
Finally think I’ll do it today.